So, I see you have joined the club of "why do I give a flying fuck!!!" Yes, I too am having too many cocktails when I swore that I was going to be good, eat healthy, excersize(is that right?), and STOP drinking during the week. Dude, I am so wasted!!! Dakota who? Oh yeah, the little actress chick. Well, I am doing what drunken rants was created for. Being drunk and ranting!!!! Help me Lord!!!! ( To quote Ned Flanders ). I have made a decission(is that right? too buzzed to care) I am going to work my red headed ass off and save some money, and get the flying FUCK out of here. I am going back to Modesto. I am going to get an apartment, a job, and leave behind all the bullshit that I have been dealing with for what seems like FOREVER!!!! Somebody give me an AMEN to that sister!!!! I am going to stop giving a shit about "HIS" feelings, focus on mine, and go on with life???? Oh yeah!!! And by the way, I want a feast. I want a bean feast. Sorry, going into song. I am going to stop now, people are watching me. I swear.